Friday, July 31, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 6:20 PM

I'm having a secret in my heart.. How? I can't even know what should I do.. You are taken, I'm alone. When I realize i need you, it is too late. You told me you are taken! Although that is all trying.. But. i still wish you. Actually I really do think that, you are serious to me. But I also know that, it couldn't real. for forever. I told you, I did wrong thing to my relationship again. Actually is trying to tell you, that person is you. I also told you that, I love a person which won't love me deh. That also is you. I know you won't. You treat me is just a partner. That can play, talk, laugh, share. I always hear, but I always just get hurt and I won't tell you. I felt a bit of stubborn. And. I'm regret now. i think I really fell in love with you.

aLLy ChAi ♥

aLLy ChAi ♥ 2:45 PM

I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care
I'm trying not to live my life
Wishing you were there
I'm trying not to wonder
Where you are or what you do
I'm sorry I can't help myself
I fell in LOVE with you

aLLy ChAi ♥

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:50 PM

I started to worried about it. Will I? or I had already start to? I worried if I will lifeless without you. Maybe I just miss your voice and disturb? I don't know.. Wait for further.. Maybe I'll know it soon..

p/s, Faster faster improve your two deh relation~ LOLs.. Don't break ah! If not really headache.. Play play only

you changed my word with just one smile, you take my heart with just one ***

aLLy ChAi ♥

aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:40 PM

Sorry for the a bit late wish.
however..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my primary ; secondary friend.
SHARMAINE LIM JIA LE

aLLy ChAi ♥

Tuesday, July 28, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 6:58 PM

Lifeless ; huh? Yah, Atleast I accept that I'm lifeless for today. I'm feeling like dying today. wtf. Why must you be so attractive? Its impossible to ignore you! If you are taken, then you just please leave me! I'll find my way through.. But why must you come and disturb me? Hahaha.. Lols.. Yah.. I'm damn fucking fake! Fake smile ; fake answer ; fake happy and fake that don't mind everything! What I know to do is just bluffing! Bluffing you, and bluffing everybody.. What should I do? i don't even know.. Because I don't know what happen to my ownself! I admit I had changed today.. But I can't control myself! Please just leave me there! I'm worried that I need to live with your caring.. You should stop of your behavings.. I don't hope like feeling resorting to it!

aLLy ChAi ♥

aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:17 PM

Quince Wong Tagged Me~

abc'sShareRULES:Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to copy-paste this note, and answer all the questions. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged - including the person who tagged you.

ABC About You Questions:

A - Available: erm.. yea..

B - BIRTHDAY: 27th of April *alot frens are same burfday as mine, hehe XD*

C - CRUSHING ON: NoBoDy..

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coffee..

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Bestfriends..

F - FAVORITE SONG: Change always..

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears..

H - HOMETOWN: Selangor..

I- IN LOVE WITH: NoBoDy..

J - JUGGLE: Uh? No..

K - KILLED SOMEONE: Duh.. ofcoz No. but I hope to==''

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Erm.. Too many..

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Most of them. .

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 Jie 1 Gorr..

O - ONE WISH: A easy and happy life..

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: mum..

R - REASON TO SMILE: I'm always in fake smile. -.-'

S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: heartbeat sang by NGSHINKIN

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 5:00am..

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: Today's Gray *hamsap question*

V - VEGETABLE(S): I'm healthy person..

W - WORST HABIT: Same as most of them, lazy -.-

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: However I'm not rich..

Y – YOYOS ARE: Whats this?

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Taurus MoooMooo..

Random Questions

About YouSpell your name without vowels: ChWSm XD
What color do you wear most?: Black
Least favorite color?: Skyblue
What are you listening to?: now? beside me are "Silence"
Are you happy with your life right now?: Nope. Feeling lifeless..
What is your favorite class in school?: 2C2/08 & 3B6/09 and ofcoz my old skul 1E/07
When do you start back at school/college?: Tomorrow larh -.-'
Less Favorite pair of shoes?: Taktau..
Where do you wish you were right now?: Same as Quincewong ; Taiwan *been there, its really awesome*

THE CANS:

Can you dance?: Need learn duh..
Can you tie a cherry stem with you mouth?: uh?
Can you whistle?: Can't. Super Duper Weak on that kays..
Write with both hands?: Right hand ofcoz can.. Left hand ah.. Try first..
Walk with your toes curled?: Curled? I think can, easy wad....

THE DO'S:

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yea.. especially thinking of Aliens...
Do you believe in miracles?: Sometime do, Sometime do not..
Do you believe in magic?: Totally a big NO..
Love at first sight?: Uh? Maybe?
Do you believe in Satan?: Errrrrr...?
Do you believe in Santa?: Obviously no..
Do you know how to swim?: Ofcoz, My favorite..
Do you like roller coasters?: Wow.. Yah yah!!
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No..

THE HAVES:

Have you ever been on a plane?: Duh, ofcourse..
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yea, maybe once a year..
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yah, but I oways reject..
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Lame. got larh..
Have you ever painted your nails?: -.-' Ya..

THE WHATS:

What is the temperature outside?: 31.5c. But I feeling like 25c. Maybe still in sick..
What radio station do you listen to?: 101.8 =P
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Kimgary.. XD
What was the last thing you bought?: bought? erm... I forget what it's name.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: TV? Ladies first.

THE WHOS:

Who was the last person you IM'd? HUH?
Who was the last person you took a picture of? Winner of Astro Xinxiu.
Who was the last person you said I love you to? Errrrrrrrrmmm.. nsk..

CRYING SECTION:

Ever really cried your heart out? Ya, Because of lost in love -.-'
Ever cried yourself to sleep? It drop tears ownself, consider cry mah?
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Nope..
Ever cried over the opposite sex? Yah, duh.. He sit besides me -.-'' *tis year*
Do you cry when you get an injury? Sometimes..
Do certain songs make you cry? When I'm sad..
Are you a happy person? I dun think so..
What can make you happy? I dunno?
Do you wish you were happier? Yah, because I hope to.
Can music make you happy? More sad..

LOVE SECTION.

How many times have you had your heart broken? 3times..
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? No guah....

LOOK AT ME.

What is your current hair color? Black and alittle bunch of hair is brown..
Current piercings? yah, on ears..
Have any tattoos? No, I scare pain..
Eye color: Black?

IN A BOY/GIRL:

Favorite eye color: Containing Blue *quince too*
Short or long hair: Medium kays?
Height: Ofcourse tall lah..
Best clothing: Black shirt and black shorts..

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: No lah -.-'
Laughed so hard you cried?: Ofcourse..
Cried in school: ya..
Thrown up in a store: Nope..
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: Forgotten..
Gone skinny dipping: Nope?
Pepsi or Coke: Both <3
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonald's E>
Single or Group Dates: See larhs..
Chocolate or Vanilla: For drinks, chocolate ; for icecream, vanilla..
Strawberries or Blueberries: Both?
Meat or Veggies: Both..
TV or Movie: Both..
Guitar or Drums?: Guitar.. Drums sometimes are quite annoying.. piano n violin is the best..
Adidas or Nike: Both not.
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese..
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: cheerios..
Cake or Pie: Depends..

====================Finally Finished====================

1) QuinceWongYuinQing
2) ChongJiaEn
3) GohPeiYein
4) HngJiaEn
5)TanJuAnn
6) KenCheokKaiCheng
7) EeCydney
8) LooJiaErn
9) CelineTingKwongLing
10) DylanLimMunKeat

p/s * Simply choose deh.. See the mouse click where and look for the name ^^

aLLy ChAi ♥

Sunday, July 26, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 4:20 PM

25/07/09

Went to Sunway Pyramid. Lunch @ Kimgary. Shopping around Asian Avenue. Feeling like suffocate inside. Whoever know my stories, will know why I'm always feeling suffocate, just like a forever story at there. I did tried my best, but my brain still pop-ing out the drawing of that day. The pictures is just break through towards the inwards of my heart. Finally, we left Asian Avenue. p/s, Worried will I meet him.

My sister n I

Nat, Me, And my sister

Nat and I

Childish huh -.-''

Reached Bukit Jalil, And went into the stadium. Cousin bought some fish balls and tidbits.. lol.. Actually Quince hoping she can join me, because I'm still having free tickets.. But she got to go for her god-sister's sport days. So, aiyah, fine lorhx..

Just started.

Yan Wan Chean

Aqiula

Jojo and Jason

Alvin got 5th.

Fei Zai

Lots people huh~

Min

Yoke

Kok

FeiZai, Min, Ryan, Yoke

Ryan vs Yoke

Congrat to Yoke!!

Jojo, Janice, Jason
p/s, Janice sick.

Feizai and Janice

Feizai and Yoke

Choosing SMS winner

Congrat to FeiZai!!

Didi sitting beside me

FeiZai vs Min vs Yoke

Congrat Feizai and Min

Yoke get 3rd, congrat!

FeiZai and Min

FeiZai

Min

Both are singing

Min

Getting prize

Yoke, 3rd.

Cousin and his girlfriend.

Ready.....

And here is the end!!

aLLy ChAi ♥

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:24 PM

Nenenibubu~~

I'm recovered! yeahhuuuu..

25th of July, school band rehearsal. Damn mafan de loh! Took the ticket then don't want to pass to buyers. WTF -.-' All there dilideli. Waste the time lah. Now already so damn late. still don't want to pass all the ticket. Grrrr..

25th of July, Xinxiu singing competition final. Location: Bukit Jalil. So, decided to eat Kimgary for lunch, then go Bukit Jalil. I have 6 RM5 voucher, so go Kimgary to eat loh ^^ Ask gorr belanja me.

aLLy ChAi ♥

Sunday, July 19, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:28 PM

No Sick, No fever, No headache, but Flu.

Gahh.. Not Swine Flu barhx. No sick, just flu..
Recover half, but fall into other.

Grrrrrrrr... Ahhhhh.. Ahhhh.. Chiiiu!!

Okay lah... Chiiu!!

Byeeeeee... teee chiiu!! heee.....

ERggg.. Kays.. Ahhhh!!!!! Chiiiiu~

This is Chiiu my life now.. Chiiu!!

aLLy ChAi ♥

Saturday, July 18, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 2:41 PM

HEADACHE #=.=''#

Omg.. headache ah!!!! and i think i got some fever.. Wun be H1N1 lah.. cause no cough no flu. SHITTTTT =='' Sick till terrible.. lols.. aiks..

Check for Hepatitis B, Also very SHIT. HBS antibody NONREACTIVE. means that i'm going to go for injection for 3 times.. and 1 time for blood check again. if blood check again, HBS still low, 3 times injection again.. SHIT lah.. I scare injection.. =='''

Yesterday injection, first hand no blood. Make me got poke for 2 times. aiks aiks.. Painful...

Kays. here you go. I'm dying..

aLLy ChAi ♥

Thursday, July 16, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:07 PM

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, DON'T NEED TO BOTHER ME.

I did not betray you.

This is what I can say.

Your choice to believe or not.

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it happened today. betrayed. ha ha. nothing to said. i feels sorry. and feels sad. also feels dissapointed. more than you felt that on me. received your message. accept your apologize. but it had a invisible wall between us. that is end. had been fact. my friend.

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because this case. this is almost the first time we talk to each other. maybe it should not happened. you let me feels what? i dunno. it is an unexplained feel. what i should do? i can't says that i still got feel on you. i dun think so. i hope i will category it into friendship and not love.

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cried today. feels sad. tired. worry tomorrow. blood check. i don't want injection. grrrr,.

aLLy ChAi ♥

Wednesday, July 15, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 6:07 PM

Happy burfdey To HNG JIA EN.

just realize this post is in draft. Paiseh lah =P

aLLy ChAi ♥

Wednesday, July 8, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 4:52 PM

SIPADAN - SABAH

In the morning, we had our breakfast in Seafest Hotel. Their breakfast was.. terrible ==" Although is buffet. But almost nothing can put inside the stomach. I just ate the cornflakes and coco crunch as my breakfast. Then We took our luggage and walk to the boat.

We are taking our bag and walking to the boat

My mum and I. I know it was kinda funny..

Now, we reached to the "boat station". We are waiting for the boat to get ready. So, we grab some picture ^^

My dad and I..

Sat into the boat dyh.. My mum and I..

After an hour, we reach to Mabul island. We stay in the "houses" below.. I think use Resort is better.

The "Hotel". Named Uncle Chang. In Mabul Island.

We ate abit of friedrice there. (Fried rice just look like fish ball rice.. The rice couldn't mixed well and cause the rice look like fish ball. stocked together.) then, we also drank a cup of coffee or teh there. Then we rush to our room to change us into swimsuit.. Now we are heading to Sipadan Island. Sipadan Island is care by sea police. tourists and keen divers should be warned that the number of permits available for Sipadan each day is limited to 120 spread between 12 resorts and allocated by the local authorities using unknown criteria. For example, a resort such as the Sipadan-Mabul Resort (SMART) may have 70 guests on any given day and only 14 permits available. A visit to Sipadan is not only not guaranteed for guests at the resort, regardless of the length of stay, but it is highly unlikely for those who stay less than a week or who want to snorkel rather than dive. Please keep this in mind to avoid disappointment. After register our name and I/C number, then we can start our journey ^^ Okay, I had forgotten the spots name, so fine lahhar~ We snorkeled there. The sea wave are high. Daddy and Mummy get dizzy.. and vomited. After 45minute, we back to the island to have some tea or coffee and bread. erm.. the jam for the bread was.. sucks.. mygod.. i dun even know how to put it inside my mouth but however, i tried.

My brother and I..

Putting on jams..

Strawberry, orange and condense milk..

They are extremely tired and dizzy..

Just ss lah.. My hair is messy anyway..

Then, we start our second spot. Daddy and Mummy did not followed. They said they need rest. luckily they went here before. if not ah.. Wasted. This spot was extremely fun and pretty!! i love this spot alot. We swim for 45 minute for just looking at the fish. p/s we found nemo inside the sea corral with its frens. O yah! we saw sea turtle show up it head for breathing! Damn cute! I did not managed to touch the sea turtle. After 45 minute. We back to the island again, and keep on say it is interesting. But I'm felt cold, and.. I wore the towel as my "jacket" hahah^^

We managed to grab some picture before we going to the third spot. After third spot, we will back to Mabul asap. Because other snorkelers needa back to Tawau on time 4am.

In the third spot. We saw alot of sea turtle. Finally I managed to touch the turtle and hold it ^^ yayhoooo!! I think my brother wish to hold its tail. haha.. damn cute =P p/s, my brother love turtle. My brother got cut by the corral when he wanted to sea a fish. The corral got poison. After got up into the boat, his leg is bengkak and bleeding.. =='' Time passed very fast, 45minute passed, den we rush back to Mabul, and got to bath. *sticky sticky*

After that, we go to a village which is in Mabul Island. They separated this village to a poor village. I can see nake children there. They dun even have enough money to buy shirt and pants. But theres children are quite smart. they saw us bought a big yellow plastic bag without telling them what is that, but they knew it is junk food.. sure is normal thing to them. They even pulled me lightly and ask me give them.. My god 0.0... After finding souvenir, then we start to give them the junk food. They also damn smart fot it.. Took keep and took.. =='' Pening sahaja...

After that, we went to the Sipadan resort/ Mabul sipadan resort, for enjoy.. this resort is cost alot.. so we dun stay there.. =P I'm extremely tired after bathing.. I'm feeling so annoy to walk there.. and sleepy.. and bad mood.. because they are so enjoy and stay there for sooo long time.. And i was tired till.. can sleep on the floor anytime..

After that, we back to our Uncle Chang Resort, And had our dinner.. Erg.. Not that nice.. and i really dun understand.. On the sea.. i mean sea resort.. but no fish to eat.. not even a fish meat.. We went to mamak store and bought maggi mee..

After dinner, played game.. And i went back to my room and slept.. hahahah~ I'm stomachache that day. But finall y i found that is because my stomach got alot of air inside.. but.. aiks.. nobody bring feng you. so gorr took the nose vick liquid to put on my stomach.. wow.. that feels is great..

Then, we went to slept in a room that without aircond but fan. Day 2 is finish with activities like this ^^

aLLy ChAi ♥

aLLy ChAi ♥ 3:45 PM

today happened somethings.. anyway, i duwan to mentioned it. ./ Your book I'll return to you tomorrow. Hope I din't forgot it. ./ Quince back from Bangkok, Thailand yeserday. Rest today. Tomorrow will go school. Wondering do i need to wear mask? I scare eh... H1N1 0.0.. Later if accidentaly pass this sickness to my baby how? mmmmm... ./ Oyah, Thank you sO. for the reload. lol.. if not no money reply you dy lah~ ./ Tomorrow will be retirement day for Lim yoke king.. Sien lah.. And i wun bring hp to school. Wondering what to do.. aiks.. waste time sahaja.. ./ Damn behsong today.. Grrrr... =='' ./ YiJia, if I found that you really took my phone and read. I wil hate you=( ./ Okays.. thats all for today..

p/s I wun reply and I wun find you and I also wun talk to you. So. Don't need to be worry abt it. Farewell =) Wait till you forgot that thing, only continue being.. fren.

aLLy ChAi ♥

Tuesday, July 7, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:26 PM

Semporna, Tawau - SABAH

Early morning, 3am slept, 4 am woke up. Gila right? Just slept for one hour, reason is, everybody was still awake and we went to Tanjung Yamcha. Lols. Packed up the remaining things, den, went downstairs to drink some milk, and ate a bread. While waiting uncle (TaiKarChin's daddy van) came to fetch us, Bell bell is with us and disturbing us like wanted us bring him go too. *Sorry Bell, I can't bring you there =P*

Our bags. haha.. messy.

My flight is 6.50am. We managed to reached LCCT on time. After settle bags, and checked body, *The polis girl checked me =='' Damn HamSap loh..* We are lining up to the aeroplane. ^^

The Aeroplane i'm going in.

The Big View of it.

The View of Sunrise in the plane.

Slept in the airplane, I hate the pressure inside. It is kinda annoying.. the hair just look like ain't the hair own selves. The nose is keep on sneezing.. Grrrrr... Then, reached Semporna, Tawau, Sabah.

The View of Sabah in plane. nice right?

Blurry me.. Just woke up in a rush, and asked to took picture. Nose was reddish because the pressure ==''

See? Still blurry them.. hehe..

Reached the airpost in Tawau ^^

Then, we got into Seafest Hotel. Soon that, we went out to pasar and find something to eat.. I did not went into the pasar.. because i hate.. =P Then, we ate dinner too. mm.. then... *abit forgotten* .. Ahyah!! then, we ate Watermelon ^^

GorrGorr was taking picture for her gf.. ^^

My lunch oh~

My sis's carb meat.. delicous horr?

And this is my dinner!!

The another resort.. forgotten what name..

The clear water beside the road..

The seaweed in the sea? I think so.. My sis told me that.. *forgotten*

Those children in Semporna..

My brother and I..

Group picture infront of Seafest Hotel Logo.

Group picture inside Seafest Hotel

We are eating watermelon.. I knew my dad is CUTE. He is acting. so ignore him.. haha..

Saw me? *i mean my hand*

My families's favourite = Chili..

Sunset.. nice right? I love it..

Wow.. Nice sky ^^

My hotel room

The televisyen.. lols..

Then, here you go.. this is the first day in Sabah. Semporna, Tawau, Sabah. The second day activities is more interesting. But no picture for readers to look on it. =( lalala.. it is inside the sea =P

aLLy ChAi ♥

aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:15 PM

Let's hoorray for my little baby! She is came back yesterday! Ofcoz from hospital duh =='' Haha.. Okays.. Doctor say her blood vessel, red blood cells and white blood cells is back to normal.. so. she can leave the hospital! i finally found out what is 'kawasaki'. it a virus. virus attack to children. It will cause children to get white blood cells more than red blood cells. so.. if she can't cure in fast, den maybe when she is grow up, she will get 'leukemia'. my mamma(daddy's mami) got leukemia too. i know that is painfulness. lol.. anyway. happy. find her later ^^

aLLy ChAi ♥

Saturday, July 4, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:59 PM

My baby.I knew she is cute. =]

Trip's story will repost some other day./ Wondering why? This is bacause I got a bad news that day. It was.. My baby got into hospital. Luckily she is not got H1N1. But she got a sickness. "kawasaki".. I dun really know the spelling. But.. It's spelling is arond that. I also dunno what sick is that. I couldn't surf it on net. I'm very worry about her. She is only 8 months. OMG./
She refuse to eat medicine. I knew that, she refuse to drink milk from small, since she got birth. But now, add on medicine.. How will she eat? I just worrying.. Her sick probably got from her sis.. or Zhong2. They bring sickness from school.. I miss her.. i couldn't find her this few days.. because she is in hospital.. How can i find her? I also knew that, she cried.. lols.. i knew babies loves to cry.. Hope that she can come back soon.. lalalalala.. den i can find her..

after bathing.. hehe.. cute ^^*looking for me?*

My baby and her sister. Nah.. she is looking at my father ^^

She was stunt..

Loveliness...

**I know I'm weird..** She is wondering "what is that?"

She is holding her handkerchief..

p/s: she is cute right? let us wish for her.

aLLy ChAi ♥