Wednesday, September 30, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:54 PM
Teacher teaches us, love a person, must trust the person. I had fail to do it. 我无法忽略，你对我的冷淡。
心情恶劣，勿打扰。
她知道了，她也猜得到。Quince, your chatbox help you check next time. I still can't find the problem. Somehow, Pmr is coming larr. Mummy will scold me when using the computer ><'' Paiseh Paiseh.
aLLy ChAi ♥
我的心痛，你是无法体会到的。
Monday, September 28, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:42 PM
Arh. -.-' Realize mistaken and no exam tomorrow. But got erm.. ceramah? Whatever, just something else like that. I was bored enough today, but tomorrow more bored. Ish! QuinceWong told me she will go to school tomorrow, 5minute later, she told me is Wednesday and not tomorrow. Fine, I'm quite used to it. Thai Joey was fall into sick. And she will be absent tomorrow. Arh! How bored am i. Luckily Shin is present and perhaps she will accompany me? Perhaps HR is present too and accompany me in the early morning while waiting ChongJiaEn to reach school. Or else I think I'm dead. Arh!! Schooling was fun but bored. Hate it :(
Quince, your chatbox is missing.
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 7:09 PM
当有一天，我牵着你的手，不愿意放开的时候，就真的意味着我不愿意你离开；
当有一天，你打开你的手掌，不握紧我的手的时候，我会尽我全力抓紧你；
当有一天，你推开我的手，为了不让人家知道的时候，我会尽量明白及体谅你；
当有一天，你放下我手，不愿意在牵的时候，意味着我的心碎了；
当有一天，我不握紧你的手，却跟你笑的时候，代表我希望你握紧我的手；
当有一天，我不握紧你的手，不跟你笑的时候，代表有很严重的事情发生了；
当有一天，我放下了你的手，没有牵你手的时候，我希望你可以再次牵我的手；
当有一天，你再次牵我手，我甩开了，表示我闹孩子脾气；
当有一天，我告诉你，我爱你，我就真的很爱你；
当有一天，我哭了，代表你做了一些让我心痛的事情；
当有一天，我跟你说我很伤心，我希望你会安慰我，却不会强迫我说出原因；
当有一天，我抱紧你的时候，我希望，我是你的；
当有一天，我吻你的时候，代表我出于真的感情了；
当有一天，我出于真感情，爱上了你的时候，我就很难会忘记你；
当有一天，你说你不爱我，要分手的时候，我只会问你原因，并不奢求些什么；
当有一天，你生气了，我希望你能告诉我，我那里做错了；
当有一天，我们真的分手了的时候，我多么的希望，我们能够永久在一起；
当有一天，我告诉你，我们分手吧，我希望你可以挽留；
当有一天，我告诉你，我不爱你，可能是真的；
当有一天，你挽留我们的感情，我一定会舍不得离开你；
当有一天，你再次跟我说你爱我，我会很难过，为什么你之前不挽留；
当有一天，我再次愿意与你在一起的时候，代表我真的放不下你了；
当有一天……
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 4:03 PM
I just love this pic ♥
Monday, schooling as usual. QuinceWong is absent and ChongJiaEn is late. Tsk Tsk. Luckily LiewHauRun saw me, or else I'll be full of spider web. Chatted and studdied with HR, and he keep on laughing cause my reaction *him* -.-' Grr.. Science paper is quite easy, because I got studied -.-' Tomorrow will be getting Bm paper and QuinceWong will be absent again. Arh! Bored like hell. Pmr is in around 8days time. Target is just get into Science Stream and I don't want to bother anything again. It is too stressful for me.
你今天的眼神，足以让我害怕。
aLLy ChAi ♥
Saturday, September 26, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 6:46 PM
Hot weather drove me to faint.
Ohmygod. I dreamed him a lot this few days. I know it not suppose to happen. Because it is impossible happen to me. Don't give me hope, he won't like me anymore.
Went PD, mosquitoes bite me. So itchy now. Yerr.. poisoned -.-'
aLLy ChAi ♥
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:43 AM
Good Bye Everyone :)
aLLy ChAi ♥
Monday, September 21, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 11:37 PM
I'm just, try my best to love you.
I'm sorry.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Sunday, September 20, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 1:13 PM
我想挽留，但到最后，我放弃了。
这个颜色，被你注册了。
直到我不再爱你为止。
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 1:08 PM
分手吧
张震岳
写一封没有地址的信
想寄到你的心里
告诉你渐渐变淡的爱
你是否曾经注意
过去的美丽日子已经不再
我还在傻傻地找寻
也许你想要说但说不出口
我知道你想说
分手吧我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧
(music)
写一封没有地址的信
想寄到你的心里
告诉你渐渐变淡的爱
你是否曾经注意
过去的美丽日子已经不再
我还在傻傻地找寻
也许你想要说但说不出口
我知道你想说
分手吧我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧
(music)
分手吧我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧我们分手吧
不要在骗我说你还爱著我
你我的梦
彼此的不同
就算是当作一时糊涂爱错
分手吧
aLLy ChAi ♥
Saturday, September 19, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 9:25 PM
I hope my smile, was real enough.
P/s
I think you won't message me not until you need me help you to top up your phone.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Friday, September 18, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:52 PM
Went to SunwayPyramid today. Saw Ken and his friends at the top floor -.-' zzz.. Tak Sangka. Then went BarBQ Plaza to meet jie's fren. Ate there for 2hours+. They can't stop talking not until the servant off the fire and took away the soup -.-' Went Sinma to bought my bobby clips and went Sasa to bought my lipbalm. Belanja-ed jie eat Mcdonald Mcflurry. She damn long tongue -.-' Bored for wholeday. Tsk Tsk.
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:43 PM
Grabbed from Yein's :) blog
一个星期的时间，足以让我确定结局。
要看我舍得么，或是你的回应。
结局，其实掌握在你手中，
要继要分，你来决定。
我真得很累。
我已经主动了，你也还是一样的反应。
她说，我这次受的伤害，
似乎还多过，
他伤害我的那次。
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 7:34 PM
Look out my older post, you can see the post is for who by colouring. aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 1:26 PM
我是被动者，你也是被动者。
在这段感情中，我们两者都属于着被动。
为了保持下去，我必须成为主动者。
但是这让我有点吃不消。
到底，我应该继续下去，还是放弃？
aLLy ChAi ♥
Thursday, September 17, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 3:16 PM
...... Ending is it both dead? ......Clever mama say no need skip my trip to P.D. -.-' But need to check on time schedule either can change the tuition time or not. Today math is easy. But I have no mood to do. Reason? You know I know lah.. Simply did on the exam paper and I slept. Still is extremely tired. Don't know why? Too exhausted bah. But I dreamed something bad. No one accompany me, I'm scared. I'm actually frighten to sleep but yet, I'm tired. Even a 5 minute short nap, I can actually dreamed badly. Aiks.. Peoples said that we will soon 'byebye'. Trust it mah? I do felt that, but I decided to ignored it. Hope this can last long with better talk. At least more than 5 sentences? Today is just 3 sentences.
P/SI really love you very much.But once I looking at you,I don't know how to tell you,I love you.我难过，你不懂.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 11:29 PM
I don't know
我犯了什么错
我一直都以为你 会是陪我走到最后
Let me know
我应该这么做
我们一直都手牵着手 差一步就走到最后
是你不爱我
是你选择放手
是你让我泪流
背着一堆借口环游整个宇宙
是你不要我
把孤单变得更富有
摊开双手幸福全由你带走
傷口交給我伺候
Let me know
别装成听不懂
这个情人变普通朋友
再从朋友变成木偶
是你不爱我
是你选择放手
是你让我泪流
背着一堆借口环游整个宇宙
是你不要我
把孤单变得更富有
摊开双手幸福全由你带走
傷口交給我伺候
你的魔咒
让失眠一直发抖
Oh no no no no no
自己往前走 我还能原地不动
是你不爱我
是你选择放手
是你让我泪流
背着一堆借口环游整个宇宙
是你不要我
把孤单变得更富有
摊开双手
幸福全由你带走
傷口交給我伺候
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 11:05 PM
祝你一个迟到的生日快乐，
对不起，我把它给忘了，
而且也不能记住它。
虽然之后我还是记住了……
我们还是朋友吧！
aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:55 PM
I'm exhausted. I don't know what you want.
Pmr is coming, I think I'll skip my trip to Port Dickson instead of study. Tomorrow is having GerakGempur. Math. Ohmygod, Tired weih -.-'
aLLy ChAi ♥
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:13 PM
Feeling unwell today. Serious stomachache. And I realize why do children always cry when they are stomachache. Because I got this feeling today -.-' I dunno what is paining in my stomach, no gastric, no period visit me, no food poisoned. Feeling vomited air but finally I realize is cause my stomach is too empty. Got scold because didn't eat anything in the morning :( Exam results was sucks enough. -.-' Hopefully the HariRaya won't begin forever, then I no need attend the stupid PMR. Started to feel nervous about it. But it is too late. Need to do more exercises. But I'm lazy.
Are you jealous? -.-'I love you.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Monday, September 14, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 6:48 PM
I love you.Don't treat me so cold, Can?I can't bare with the pain.I'm so regret what I did.Because I started knew that, I very love you,I'm very scared that you will disappear, or leave me.My emotional is controlling by you,Can you let me smiling or not crying?p/s
You are absent today.
But I didn't know that.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Sunday, September 13, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 9:31 PM
想知道你是否还是一样
有没有学会比较坚强
我快乐的孤独 有失望
你可曾在意当时我也是这样的忧伤
想明白为何对我那么冷淡
有未来 故事会不会是这样
我知道你不会再回头看
我还是一直以为
一直以为有希望
像疯了一样
我想你就会心伤
我多么爱你
却难逃你的魔掌
像疯了一样
我想你就会心伤
你让我多么难堪
却还是一样把我伤
像疯了一样
你缺少安全感
你让我多么难堪
却还是一样把我伤
aLLy ChAi ♥
Friday, September 11, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:20 PM
I'm worried that we are not suitable at all. Although IMY getting deeper but you couldn't feel it. I do really M you since that day but you couldn't know about it. I'm just, worried that, you are not serious and I'm got hurt again. Friend told me, if I scare, better don't. But I don't hope I miss it against. You are awake, but you didn't send me a sms. You are awake, but you didn't even reply me more. You are awake, but you didn't want to chat. I'm quite disappointed. Should I let go? Or should I start to Love you.
P/S
I told her, I MISS HIM.
You should know who is him.
I started to scare, because I tried before.
The feeling came against around me from now.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Thursday, September 10, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:35 PM
Went to injection Hepatitis-B second today. Bloody hell. Painful than previous 1. My left hand totally can't raise up -.-' But I'm still having my improvement, brave than last time ^^ Although trials is ended, but the results is really sucks. Wondering how only can I squeeze into Science Stream. Fyi, My parents expected that SS student is smarter than AS student. They don't even care what subject we study about and is it useful in future. Gahh.. Went to Maybank to open an individual account. But did not successful because I'm under 18years old. So mama decided she open a new account and let me manage it. Teehee :D But wasted my time there for more than 1 hour. Omfg. I wish I'm STD6 student now. Their UPSR is ended and their honey-moon time started. I still remember the period after UPSR. Dance, Sing, Laugh, Play, and watch to horror movie. -.-'
QuinceWong, deng, so shuang lah you, skip skul somemore go for relax. I also want -.-' Haha.
P/S
Today you just same as yesterday.
I'm thinking to throw my phone aside.aLLy ChAi ♥
Wednesday, September 9, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:49 PM
Finally, trial ended today. Tomorrow everything restore. Perhaps everything but maybe part of that? I'm wondering. Mm.. Feeling quite meaningless.. I'm dying. Just feel like something should be happened but I had decline it. Can I say I'm a bit of regretted? I don't know. Anyway, everything is changing each and every second. Same to the heart, and perhaps the heartz one.
P/S
I waited you for few hours.
And you did not care about it at all.
aLLy ChAi ♥
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 12:15 AM
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This doggy cute huh? But for today, i hate it :( OhMyGod. It fuck my leg -.-' Fyi, I "oooii" it few times and the last time with higher pitch and cause most of the student in the class looked at me. Dam shit -.-' Wahlaoeh, it hugged my leg tighter than human's hug. Seriously la.. -.-' Then, my leg very nice lah, got it's mark, scratch on my leg. If bleeding, I sure kill it. Lol. kidding lah, I'm not that heartless. Lol. Nyeks.. Aiks.. Go toilet also kena like that de things.. -.-'
WongYuinQing, you made me worry about you. No reply on sms for few message, blog din update. today only update, I thought you had pengsan. Maybe you feel you don't need to reply me baaaahh..... Wateva.
p/s
Nervousing about later :) Miss you and Love you <3
aLLy ChAi ♥
Sunday, September 6, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:28 AM
我已经克服了我的挑战。
我知道，有人想来我的部落格，看我写些什么。还会怀疑，我写的人，是不是他。至少，我曾经那么的喜欢他。但是只想让那个人知道，我打从第一次见到你，就不喜欢你了，你最好少管闲事，否则，我不知道我会做出什么来……
p/s
写给你，我只会用华文。aLLy ChAi ♥
aLLy ChAi ♥ 9:34 AM
yeng leh :)
p/s
I miss you and I really meant it.
I don't hope I've been fooled.aLLy ChAi ♥
Thursday, September 3, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 3:32 PM
那种感觉又来了……
都是你，害我再次不知所措。
因为你，我需要全身消毒，除去你的味道。
因为我害怕我会想念你。
我永远都希望我只把你当成朋友，
或许这几天是上天给我的一个挑战，
但是有时候我却是误会上天给我再一次的机会，
我多么的希望我不会挂念你。
今天的你，在偷笑，
苯苯的我，不知道你在干嘛，
希望你偷笑，不是因为我，
要不然，我又会再次误会上天赠送机会了……
我就是不相信你不会觉得疼痛，
有人告诉我，你在忍，
好想问你一句话，
你为什么要忍，不要闪？
你到底还把我当成朋友吗？
我希望我们至少能够成为，
朋友，
朋友，
朋友，
朋友，
朋友。
aLLy ChAi ♥
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 7:23 PM
你总让我有种渴望。
先前好不容易挥散的感觉又回来了一点……
我该怎么办？
期待星期四，但不知你是真或假，
我有点害怕。
考试的压力真大，目前在临时抱佛脚。
aLLy ChAi ♥
I just love this pic ♥
Went to SunwayPyramid today. Saw Ken and his friends at the top floor -.-' zzz.. Tak Sangka. Then went BarBQ Plaza to meet jie's fren. Ate there for 2hours+. They can't stop talking not until the servant off the fire and took away the soup -.-' Went Sinma to bought my bobby clips and went Sasa to bought my lipbalm. Belanja-ed jie eat Mcdonald Mcflurry. She damn long tongue -.-' Bored for wholeday. Tsk Tsk.
Grabbed from Yein's :) blog
Look out my older post, you can see the post is for who by colouring. 
...... Ending is it both dead? ......
I'm exhausted. I don't know what you want.
Feeling unwell today. Serious stomachache. And I realize why do children always cry when they are stomachache. Because I got this feeling today -.-' I dunno what is paining in my stomach, no gastric, no period visit me, no food poisoned. Feeling vomited air but finally I realize is cause my stomach is too empty. Got scold because didn't eat anything in the morning :( Exam results was sucks enough. -.-' Hopefully the HariRaya won't begin forever, then I no need attend the stupid PMR. Started to feel nervous about it. But it is too late. Need to do more exercises. But I'm lazy.
I love you.
Went to injection Hepatitis-B second today. Bloody hell. Painful than previous 1. My left hand totally can't raise up -.-' But I'm still having my improvement, brave than last time ^^ Although trials is ended, but the results is really sucks. Wondering how only can I squeeze into Science Stream. Fyi, My parents expected that SS student is smarter than AS student. They don't even care what subject we study about and is it useful in future. Gahh.. Went to Maybank to open an individual account. But did not successful because I'm under 18years old. So mama decided she open a new account and let me manage it. Teehee :D But wasted my time there for more than 1 hour. Omfg. I wish I'm STD6 student now. Their UPSR is ended and their honey-moon time started. I still remember the period after UPSR. Dance, Sing, Laugh, Play, and watch to horror movie. -.-'
yeng leh :)