Wednesday, December 30, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:43 PM
Well, That's super long no updates. My blog was dead, i knew. That's purposely no update and not I'm busy.So, PMR result took and the result were pretty bad. Although I knew the result earlier but I still can't accept it. Of course my mum is keep on nagging me. Everyday scolded me about my result and ask me plan for next year tuition and keep asking me what class will I get in coming year.Why can't you give me some time to rest myself? Do you thought that I'm excited when I get the result? Even idiot also know that I'm not! Well, maybe you will say that :" If you will sad, why don't you study better?" What I can tell you is, I studied, I tried to study, But I don't get what it says. Do you think that everybody knows Sejarah? Can you guaranteed everybody loves it except me? wtf. No one will love Sejarah except special 1. Every time I study, I do some revision, you will say :" What happen? Gonna Exam already?" You didn't see me study, why? Because I study in my room. Almost every night, I try to hold a book, school book and study, but 10minute before I sleep, that's comic or stories. But every time when you step into my room, I'm ready to sleep. Of course you didn't see me study. I don't want you to ask me about my studies, I hide myself in my room, so what happen? You didn't visit me, and you told me that I didn't even study a word. Of course! Because you can't see! You are watching TV when I'm studying! You saw me using computer, but you know what I'm doing in front of the computer? No, You don't know. You just thought that I'm wasting time in front the computer. You thought that I'm playing games, reading rubbish, surfing rubbish. Why will you think like that? Because you don't search all this. Because you don't use Internet often. Because you are not born in my year. I'm surfing Internet, find useful pictures to put into YOUR video, and, well, I'm not successful with it. I'm surfing some common useful tips in the world, for our normal daily uses, but you just think that all that are craps! Help you to do things, you don't say thank you to me, because you are my parents, and I don't care that you are not grateful. But when I did a little wrong or you are in bad mood, you totally forget about my help on you. You know why sister wanted to go England so much? Because she don't wanna stay in this house anymore. Why? Because of you. You are kind of annoying sometimes. You been hatred when you are in bad mood. No matter what we did, you will just scold! We cook, you claimed that not delicious. We work, you claimed that we blocked your sight. We talk, you claimed that we are too loud, annoying. Whatever we did, you will just scold. That's when you are in bad mood. Why can't you be a bit of grateful that I follow you to office, mainly because wanted to accompany you? You claimed that my room are messy but do you think that I'm free all the time? I'm in your office to accompany you, can I cut half of myself and left myself in home to clean up? No. Why can't you just try to think, try to understand? I'm feel very vexed too when I got my result. Because I might not in Science class but in Art class. I knew my result me you humiliation, but excuse me, please trust it, it is a fact. Don't use me to compare with my friend, you know why I hate to share result with my friends even though I get very nice result? Because all parents love to compare their result and to show off. That is why all child hate to share result. Don't mad on result. Not only result can make you show off. I'm trying to find ways to Science Stream, not like what you think that I don't bother it. I'm searching tips and ways and more information to do if I'm in art stream. Stop bothering me, please, I beg you. Don't you realize everybody will be silent whenever you talk about study? Pay more observation, that's good for you and good for us. I'm pretty sad, my sister will leave me very very very soon. wtf? I'm sure I'll be super bored without her. Nobody chat with me, argue with me, help me for the nail polish, bring me go outings, buy things for me, cook for me, treats me my meal, comfort me, pinch my chubby face, share with me and a lot a lot! I can't finish counting it. I knew we been argue very often, but I'll very sad if without you, but I have to accept the fact. I should congrats to her, because of her study, she can go for further study in England, isn't it cool? That's a good news, so I should not sad and cry and I should smile and wish her super good luck ;DWell, 2009 is end soon, very soon, I left 1 day only in year 2009. Have to invite the year 2010 to arrive. Precious plan was, my family and I will go Genting to watch fireworks. But at the end, plan cancel, reason I don't know. So, where to watch fireworks? Should be Sunway, stand on the over bridge and watch Sunway's shitty fireworks. And I guaranteed sure have supper after that. Well, And I have to wish my sister Happy Birthday after the fireworks ;D and my friend too.School is ready for re-opening, hopefully my uniform, shoes and bags are in good condition. Or else I have to do some last-minute-stuff before school re-open.Well, I really really miss you. But alone is almost a drug for me. Perhaps I'm scared.
*I'm sure this post have a lot of mistakes, because I'm lazy to re-check.
aLLy ChAi ♥
