Wednesday, December 30, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:43 PM

Well, That's super long no updates. My blog was dead, i knew. That's purposely no update and not I'm busy.

So, PMR result took and the result were pretty bad. Although I knew the result earlier but I still can't accept it. Of course my mum is keep on nagging me. Everyday scolded me about my result and ask me plan for next year tuition and keep asking me what class will I get in coming year.

Why can't you give me some time to rest myself? Do you thought that I'm excited when I get the result? Even idiot also know that I'm not! Well, maybe you will say that :" If you will sad, why don't you study better?" What I can tell you is, I studied, I tried to study, But I don't get what it says. Do you think that everybody knows Sejarah? Can you guaranteed everybody loves it except me? wtf. No one will love Sejarah except special 1. Every time I study, I do some revision, you will say :" What happen? Gonna Exam already?" You didn't see me study, why? Because I study in my room. Almost every night, I try to hold a book, school book and study, but 10minute before I sleep, that's comic or stories. But every time when you step into my room, I'm ready to sleep. Of course you didn't see me study. I don't want you to ask me about my studies, I hide myself in my room, so what happen? You didn't visit me, and you told me that I didn't even study a word. Of course! Because you can't see! You are watching TV when I'm studying! You saw me using computer, but you know what I'm doing in front of the computer? No, You don't know. You just thought that I'm wasting time in front the computer. You thought that I'm playing games, reading rubbish, surfing rubbish. Why will you think like that? Because you don't search all this. Because you don't use Internet often. Because you are not born in my year. I'm surfing Internet, find useful pictures to put into YOUR video, and, well, I'm not successful with it. I'm surfing some common useful tips in the world, for our normal daily uses, but you just think that all that are craps! Help you to do things, you don't say thank you to me, because you are my parents, and I don't care that you are not grateful. But when I did a little wrong or you are in bad mood, you totally forget about my help on you. You know why sister wanted to go England so much? Because she don't wanna stay in this house anymore. Why? Because of you. You are kind of annoying sometimes. You been hatred when you are in bad mood. No matter what we did, you will just scold! We cook, you claimed that not delicious. We work, you claimed that we blocked your sight. We talk, you claimed that we are too loud, annoying. Whatever we did, you will just scold. That's when you are in bad mood. Why can't you be a bit of grateful that I follow you to office, mainly because wanted to accompany you? You claimed that my room are messy but do you think that I'm free all the time? I'm in your office to accompany you, can I cut half of myself and left myself in home to clean up? No. Why can't you just try to think, try to understand? I'm feel very vexed too when I got my result. Because I might not in Science class but in Art class. I knew my result me you humiliation, but excuse me, please trust it, it is a fact. Don't use me to compare with my friend, you know why I hate to share result with my friends even though I get very nice result? Because all parents love to compare their result and to show off. That is why all child hate to share result. Don't mad on result. Not only result can make you show off. I'm trying to find ways to Science Stream, not like what you think that I don't bother it. I'm searching tips and ways and more information to do if I'm in art stream. Stop bothering me, please, I beg you. Don't you realize everybody will be silent whenever you talk about study? Pay more observation, that's good for you and good for us.

I'm pretty sad, my sister will leave me very very very soon. wtf? I'm sure I'll be super bored without her. Nobody chat with me, argue with me, help me for the nail polish, bring me go outings, buy things for me, cook for me, treats me my meal, comfort me, pinch my chubby face, share with me and a lot a lot! I can't finish counting it. I knew we been argue very often, but I'll very sad if without you, but I have to accept the fact. I should congrats to her, because of her study, she can go for further study in England, isn't it cool? That's a good news, so I should not sad and cry and I should smile and wish her super good luck ;D

Well, 2009 is end soon, very soon, I left 1 day only in year 2009. Have to invite the year 2010 to arrive. Precious plan was, my family and I will go Genting to watch fireworks. But at the end, plan cancel, reason I don't know. So, where to watch fireworks? Should be Sunway, stand on the over bridge and watch Sunway's shitty fireworks. And I guaranteed sure have supper after that. Well, And I have to wish my sister Happy Birthday after the fireworks ;D and my friend too.

School is ready for re-opening, hopefully my uniform, shoes and bags are in good condition. Or else I have to do some last-minute-stuff before school re-open.

Well, I really really miss you. But alone is almost a drug for me. Perhaps I'm scared.

*I'm sure this post have a lot of mistakes, because I'm lazy to re-check.

aLLy ChAi ♥

Tuesday, December 15, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:10 PM

I can't control myself to tell you.
It's time to toture myself again.
I just feel like my tears is falling out from my eyes.
And, I miss you.

aLLy ChAi ♥

Sunday, December 13, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 11:50 PM

http://st001.static.360quan.com/music/9b/bc/c5/9bbcc523f846c1517b6c5009784a8ce3.mp3

有时候我真的觉得好寂寞
虽然你什麽都没说只是紧紧的抱着我
却轻轻对我说我只是普通的朋友
爱的感觉不同付出的爱没有结果

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛

想不透我知道自己没有错
爱你的心忘了上锁傻傻让爱变成一种折磨
你对我一点不在乎我还是爱的不认输
对你的爱我选择了让步

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛

被放逐在寒冷的边际
去学习暧昧不清不是甜蜜
不再理所谓的不公平
静静的离去轻轻的闭上眼睛
静静的摆在那里

aLLy ChAi ♥
Darling, baobeii miss you.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 11:07 PM

Oooh, I did wrong thing again.

I told myself, not to view your profile, not to see your pictures, not to think you.
I even blocked you in my msn, and just try to forget about you.
But what I did was, I viewed her blog.
I read about you. And I miss you.

aLLy ChAi ♥

Friday, December 4, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 12:47 PM

It was like lost contact with the whole world. I didn't contact anyone during this holiday. Except for some chit-chat over the msn, or fb. Anyway, I got contacted on Wednesday, at least not that out-date with the world. LOL.

Wednesday, primary classmates gathering.
Well, it is fun and lame and idk how to say. LOL. Don messaged us up and ask us go to SunwayLagoon, but at the end, we changed our plan and we headed to SunwayPyramid. I was so lucky that my mum let me go out and meet them! Don's mum fetched Leon and I up from our home, and she drove wrong road. We're almost went KL instead of SunwayPyramid. And buddies were keep calling Don and asked him where he been and you know what he reply? "5minute more I'll be there" but but but, we are on the half way to CHS, at least need to have 15minute more to be there, LOL.

Finally we reached, we saw only Edmund there, but very soon, Desmond and YiShuen turned up. Grace and YingMing reached abit later but idk what they did. We sit at the Starbucks and wait for "swimming" GanSuiMeng to reach. He ran all the way up from his house to Lagoon and to Pyramid 0.o We headed to KFC to had our lunch then we went to the Cinema and looked for tickets. We were discussed whether want to watch 2012, Ninja Assassin or Christmas Carol or NewMoon. 2012 is sold out, ninja have to wait until 5o'clock and NewMoon, they watched. At the end, Grace bought Christmas Carol as we known that is a stupid movie. Oh and I meet YuitShin with her bf, and XinPei there : )

While waiting for the time pass, Desmond, LLY, SM, Edmund and I went to Elianto since I wanted to buy somethings and Don, YM, Grace, Leon went somewhere else -.-' YiShuen left us out and followed her friends. Then, we headed to cinema. All of us were so shocked when we knew Grace bought B row in the cinema. Most of us stunned there and looking at Grace, she reply "no more other places to choose." Haha. So we watched the movie and our neck were almost break.

Oh oh oh, I must mention this. Don't sit with Don if you watch movie with him. Unfortunately, he sit beside me in the cinema. His didn't silent his phone and he said that no need to silent the phone. Sm said that, last time they watch movie together, his phone rang non-stop and yes, I went through this event. His phone is really ranging non-stop, have messages and phone calls, and and and, his ringing tone is so loud. Each and every time once the phone rang then I hit him. LOL. Oh and he keep on scared me since this movie is a bit scary-ish that the spirit brought the old man here and there. Don said "Aiyoh, aiyoh, come dy, woo! aiyo. waa!" I'm almost kill him.

After the movie, they brought me to AsianAvenue bought food. Don followed his friends to don't know where, Grace and YM went shopping around, so, SM, Edmund, Desmond and LLY accompanied me to the LionHead to meet my sister since idk road -.-' And, I left SunwayPyramid.

They claimed that Don is a lousy organizer.

What a lovely-day to be ♥

Erm, I cut my hair today, don't seem much different and my mum was blamed me that wasted money on my hair. wtf? At least my fringe now is shorter than last time, she wanted me to cut Botak? Fine, don't care her.

Erm erm erm, what else to post? Oh, I started to feel a bit happy after I read the notification. Haha, LOL, I'm so bad : ) They were separated, poor girl. He found me to chat, I'm happy. And, fine, just happy and sad larh, because I knew that we have no more chances : (

Oh oh, don't ask me who I miss, who I dream, and who I love. LOL. I won't tell out since, that is impossible, and, that person might be you? idk.

Okays, I think I wrote much today, try my best to update it? LOL, don't feel like blogging because I want to lost all of the contact with everybody except him and with the world. I really miss you so much. Oh please god, pull me out from this.

I miss you, darl.

aLLy ChAi ♥

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Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now

Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

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