Tuesday, October 6, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 10:25 PM
Okays, here is my 99th post, and I promise my 100th post will be after PMR. But this ain't a normal post, is a post that make me angry, sad, cry and bla bla bla..Okay, I really hate LOVE. It make me feel happy, cheerful, sad, tired, disappointed and alot more. I really don't know why I can't learn like Form1, ignored the secret admires, the loves one, and the one loves me. I'm just hate it. It hurt me. Hurt me badly.Previously, I was thinking I'm so alone, so miss him? and so blank. I asked you to wished me, yeah, you had wished, without blessing. What for I get a wishes that without blessing? I don't need it. After I got your message, I realize, why I love you? I shouldn't do that!I asked them, what you did. I'm so eager to know that, but now I think I'm something wrong, such a heartless person, I don't need to bother it right? I'm so hate that I put my heart on the relationship I have that time. It hurts me once more times. Love is just an excuse to get hurt, and I'm so damn fucking stupid to love a person that don't even bother me, and such a heartless idiot.What the fuck, I'm damn fucking hate it now. And I'm angry. Ish! Here is my blog, and it is just for me to release my hot tempered. If you think that I'm saying YOU, then please leave my blog! Don't leave some stupid commensts or scolded me anywhere. Because the person is not 100% is you!Okay, I think I really not suppose to love you that deeply, and I have to pull myself out from the deeply fucking no end well. I should.. Grab back my things. Love him, is still love him. Just thought that I could forget him by loving another him, but, okays, It makes me more hate it. You choose to not bother me, you choose to let me make myself more even colder. That is your option and you choosed me like that.Here is my end, I have to sleep now, Tomorow is my big PMR day! I hope I wun have any feeling to you and whatever stupid fucking action infront of you! Don't expect me. I'm not a normal and stupid person you think.Wasted my tears on you? Oh no, What the fuck problem I have. hah! Silly me.aLLy ChAi ♥
Okays, here is my 99th post, and I promise my 100th post will be after PMR. But this ain't a normal post, is a post that make me angry, sad, cry and bla bla bla..