Tuesday, October 20, 2009 aLLy ChAi ♥ 5:37 PM
School is bored till you can't imagine at all. I didn't know that, there are none of a proper classes to let us stay into. I told mum yesterday, she asked me next time don't go school dyh. Waste time saje. Woots, I'm so lucky :) Slept an hour in the library then being a statue outside the library whole day. Sometimes, being alone and blank the mind is better than you are with somebody. You won't be thinking something happy or unhappy when you really blank out your mind. I do love the time when I'm being a statue because none of the stupid unhappy things popping out to disturb my mind. And I won't feeling cold or hot because my heart wasn't there. Waikit came and chatted with me till school dismiss. I realize someone is getting bad, but I can't care it, because we are speechless. I feel so nothing when he told me his things, because what I can feel? I don't even know. I don't know what he is thinking, so just ignore. I was black out when I woke up from the sofa and went to the kitchen. I was leaning the wall and place my head down. Everything I saw was black, and blurry. Mum's face turns red to yellow, yellow to white, white to blue, blue to green, green to orange then turn back to red. She was so worried about my actions. But I told her, I'm nothing just maybe blood pressure is low. I don't know did I bluffed her. Hopefully not. My piano practical is failed, left 3 marks to pass grade 5. Decided to skip grade 5, straight go grade 6 in year 2011, still considering how should I tell mama my grade 5 pracftical is failed -_- any suggestion? Lols. Still feeling black out, no ones knows that :(The 4th day skip medicine, total 16 tablets is waiting for me.aLLy ChAi ♥
