Thursday, May 22, 2008 aLLy ChAi ♥ 12:58 AM
Tuesday
When went back to home..
Sat in the car.. he done something..
Then i cried.. But the tissue i using is his..
Aikss.. I damn "dulan" myself..
What the hell i doing?
Wai Sum!!! Please just pretend nothing!!
Normal!! Act like you normal!!
Apart from that, got a people ask me wanna cpl with him a not..
Firstly, v are friend, so I just thought that he is just joking..
Then I say okay okay.. But later on i ask him, serious?
He answer me say serious.. He just break, I also just break..
So, aiya.. die larh.. I told him that see first..
Can't make decision, cause i think he is still stay in my heart..
Now i can do de, just ask him shift away from my heart..
When back, after skul, in the road v walking out of the skul..
He hold my hand, but he there, just beside me no further..
Then he say he look like wan kill him.. cause he hold my hand..
But i just told him that, v break jor.. so no need to care about it..
In the nite.. i n him.. chat in telephone.. total is 44 minute+..
Omgosh!! So long de call.. He say no nid so fast give him answer..
He ask me settle my ownself things first..
N he tell me his thing.. Den he tell me, if i cpl back with him..
No longer, sure break.. cause no feel jor..
Wednesday
Nothing much.. But he find me n Shar noe he is serious de jor..
Then, erm.. ya.. i bring my handphone go school..
Sms with him in car.. N talk loudly happily in car..
Got look at his face.. Wanna see his look..
After he go down(back home), i saw his spec all blurr..
Then, someone tell me ** n sreh "gang" bu shuang me..
Anywhere.. wateva.. i don't wanna to care this..
You bu shuang me.. I bu shuang you..
Same thing.. Don't think that i can't bu shuang you~
Erm.. nite time.. He miss call me.. i sms him..
Ask him call me for? He ask me call him..
So I call.. b4 tat, i sms him in the tuition.. ask him gambate in exam..
I call, n he ask me y yesterday(tuesday) cry..
I din tell him the truth..
I just keep say nothing nothing nothing..
I can't tell u the truth.. Coz u already guess out..
Then he ask me dun wu hui he n her got thing..
He ask me cry coz of her n him?
I straight say no.. Reason is what..
Only I, Shar, n Max noe..
Aikya.. He still got tell me other things..
But not important.. Important is my feel..
And the feel only i noe..
He is protecting her..(aiya.. u X mungkin tau apa ini larh~)
coz tis not saying him n her==
Anywhere.. Y i so stupid call him?
It'll make me heard his voice.. but anywhere..
I n him is FRIEND.. so nothing.. won't got thing..
Anywhere.. H U R T.. easy word.. but can't say out..
Tomorrow exam.. din study at all..
N now wan sleep lerh.. so good nitezz..
